The Background

Everything is quiet, Since you're not around
And I live in the numbness now
In the background

I do the things we did before
I walk Haight Street to the store
And they say where's that crazy girl
You don't get drunk on red wine, and fight no more
I don't see you anymore
Since the hospital
The plans I make still have you in them
'Cause you come swimmin' into view
And I'm hanging on your words like I always used to do
The words they use so lightly, I only feel for you
I only know because I carry you around
In the background

I'm in the background

Words they come and memories all repeat
I lift your head while they change the hospital sheets
'Ey, I would never lie to you, No
I would never lie to you, No
I felt you long after we were through
We were through
The plans I make still have you in them
'Cause you come swimming into view
And I'm hanging on your words like I always used to do,
The words we use so lightly, I only feel for you
I only know because I carry you around
In the background.

'Cause I felt you long after we were through

When you come swimmin' into view
(When you come swimmin' into view)
And I'm hanging on your words like I always used to do
(You come swimmin' into view)
The words they use so lightly, I only feel for you
(You come swimmin' into view)
I only know because I'm way, I'm way
In the background
I'm in the background

What's at the end?

First you wake up and drag yourself up.
Get a cup of coffee on one hand and a cigarette on the other.
Forget the man above you, so you take the train for your own reason to leave.
You walk with the dead, packed like the popcorn you had last night.
You wish you would save yourself from the hole that's been digging itself.
You wish that the day would rain to wash it all away.
So we put down our name tag and drive away.
So we drink down our sorrows and we laughed at each other to feel Better.

For this

For this I will spill all of the poison that unblooms the world of fictional characters with rainbows arch between the rich and the poor.
What is real and not is not for me to judge.
Taste that air, water, wine and steak.
I might be your last delicious meal, for what you thought you can have it all.
This dirt, this ink, this white mess is like the corrupt world that you and I create.
It deceives you from what you think it is, from what you think what is truth.
We are born, raised, learned from the best then you spit at them, that that cert (you might think you deserve it), take that job that you hate, get that paycheck and throw them to the booze that drowns in your pool of imagination.
We seek liVe, we seek loVe but do we seek death for what we actually concern and fear the most?
It's blasphemy for suicide for whom who disrespect the beauty of life on this discarded soil ground that trembles and shakes constantly, endlessly searching for peace.
It is angry yet it forgives. Bitter it may seem to witness its wrath that swallowed a percentage of us yearly. Look at what we had done globally.
It's like us, we fear, we anger, we love, we lust, we scream, we cry, we crave, we give and we take.
It is us that create what we are, we slave ourselves to the music, art, religion and more to consume the time as it passes by the second to the next.
Take, pick, look or just swallow that pill of happiness and let it take you to a new height.
You might think the craze this world creates would settle down and drifts away as it get washed down when you flush that piss to the rabbit hole.
But I tell you this, what ever you face and challenge, nothing will stand in your way if you believe it and with fire that burns from the phoenix in your heart and someone you love by your side.

Mario's Closet

Ever wonder what Mario's closet looks like?



Source from GamOver.

Food In Different Perspective

Wambie

Ever seen ice carving shape of a swan? At some wedding or huge B'Day party may be. But this is something different where you see everyday food that we normally consume and made it into some ironic sculpture I would say. Do check it out.

Watch a movie streaming?

I'm the kind of download the movie kindda guy and good quality one. I would like to have the file in my computer and store it for future viewing or share it to others. I mean we all carry thumb drives nowadays. and most of them are 2GB, 4GB or 8GB or even 16GB. So I like to share. Call me a pirate. Yes I am a pirate. But aren't we all in a way?

I still go to the movies. I go to cinema like three to four times a month. So I'm still contributing to the industry (Hollywood, mostly). I download the movies that I couldn't get to watch in cinema or not available in this country or I wanna watch it again in an easy way.

Hell, DVD cost more than watching movie in cinema. It's like the cost of my broadband bill. I swear if it isn't because of the money, i would buy all of those DVDs already. Man if only I earn like 10,000 bucks a month... whoa... I would have my own library of DVD collections.

Any way, going on to the main topic. For those of you who would like to watch a movie streaming with good quality, please go to this website StageVu. Please don't be fool by the main page. Go search the latest movie that you want to watch out there (well may be give it like one or two weeks after the box office release) at the search box. Example type in Transformer, then look for the DVD release or DivX quality.

If you don't know what DivX is, it's a codec like MOV or AVI or WMV. And also a player with great quality but small size. Wiki it if you want to know more. If you want to download the web player its on the right side of the Stagevu website or download the player itself for free at the DivX website I gave.

Now for more websites to watch free movies with various genre, faster streaming with may be lower picture quality or better or the same, whatever. Some people do not mind watching movies that are recorded at the cinema with a handy cam. Hei, different people have different taste right? So the website to go is

Easy Cheezy: Watch Free Movies – Free Movie Sites A to Z

Now these links in the site will lead you to the best ones out there. Some may be dead or outdated some still alive. But don't complain, you're watching Movies for FREE. Not all of them are movies, some consist of TV series as well. So please Enjoy!!!

Glass

So I raise the glass and drink up all the sorrows.
To that I wish all the complications would blossoms
into which I thought would fade.
But instead it took a more difficult twist and turn.
I can't drive with a straight head in this windy road.
I need a guide that can lead me to the other side
of that road.
A place where I belong, a place where I can feel peace.
There's always no easy way to gain what you desire the most.
A bit of blood will be spill from the wine that we drink
to reach that last joy at the bottom of the glass.
Year after year I seek for it, I'm afraid to dive
to the bottom.
Is it worth it? Is it worth the risk? What if I drown?
What if others would suffer?
So I kept holding on to the glass. I hold it so tight
until it cracks.
I tried to fix it back, glue it together back again,
hoping that it would be the same as before.
I tried to find the pieces but they have been
dissolved with the solution.
I'm still holding the glass, it drips and I can't tell
what's inside.
Should I drink it or leave it to dry?
I'll just keep on hanging on to that last drip to save
the best for last.